Sunday, November 1, 2009

New Title. New Season.


So, I decided it was time for a new title to my blog.
It was "Love Fearlessly." And I felt that was appropriate for the last season of my life but I feel that I am heading into a new one which lead to the new title.
Love Fearlessly was a season of learning to love.
Learning to forgive. Learning to pray about anything and everything.
Learning that God has a plan. Learning to make decisions.
Overall a really good season. I feel like it was a pretty easy season.

Now this new one on the other hand....
I feel that this season is me learning that Jesus loves me.
I know He loves me because He loves everyone.... but more like learning
that He really loves ME and does things for ME. Learning that I am His
daughter. That He wants to take care of me. That to Him I'm not just
some person among the billions on this planet. I use to say I knew this
but I don't know that I really did.
It's also a season of learning who I am and what I want.
Or rather who God has made me and who He is shaping me into.
Learning my true desires and understanding that God put those
there for a reason.
A season of making big decisions. (BSSM? Cosmetology School?)
A season of asking God to help me make those decisions because
I want everything I do to bring Him glory.
It's a season of realizing that God is my number one.
That no matter who comes along, that they cannot be placed
above Him.
It's a season of becoming complete in Christ.
A season of KNOWING that God has a man of God out there
for me and He will bring this man to be when the time is right.
A season of learning that God's timing is better than my timing.
A season of understanding that God is protecting me.
Basically a season of crying nights and big decisions.
I'm not complaining. I'm actually excited. However, I will need
support.

2 comments:

Sarah said...

oooo so good.
"Crying nights and big decisions"-I'm right there with ya hon:)
but I am so very excited for you and this new season!..and know that you have my 100% support!
love ya!
John 10--read it, soak it, love it!:)

Breanna said...

i feel similarly.
i am always here for you sweetie.
no matter how far away i am, i am always willing to do whatever i can to help.
i love you sooo much, and so does Jesus.
and i can't say it enough, just know i will do whatever i can to help you, pray for you and support you.

btw, john 10 = AMAZING. i agree :)