At coffee today with my lovely friend Bray I discovered something. Well I kinda did. We were talking about God and what he had been doing these past few weeks. So this is where it started... I have a call to lead... to be more specific I'm supposed to continually encourage people and lift them up and pray for them and show God's love. Very cool. I'm so happy with that. I love doing all of that! So while I was discovering all of this, I also discovered that I don't want to do psychology anymore. My psych professor this semester has pointed out different aspects of clinical psychology that I had never thought of. I don't want to say that he scared me away from it, but he definitely made me think and I realized that I don't want to do that.. I don't think I COULD do it. And on top of that it's a billion years of schooling that I don't think I could make it through. Lately I keep thinking about cosmetology. I've ALWAYS wanted to do it and I feel that through that I could live out my calling. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. If I end up doing that then I feel that I would need to move away to be successful but who knows? Not me that's for sure. And that kinda bothers me but then again I know that God will reveal these things to me in time.
So yeah, I'm feeling (as Chelsey said) lost. I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. But I'm really excited for coffee with Megan tomorrow!!!
1 comment:
personally i think you should take your time and listen to Him. Don't try and figure it out all at once. I mean, i know it's probably agonizing to be going to school and not know what for, but you have a year and it is quite possible that God will use that entire year to reveal to you what you are supposed to be do. He may keep you in school because you need the general ed for what you will do. Or maybe, just like you found out the reason for you staying in redding, He has plans for this upcoming year that you don't know about. It could be anything, but there is ALWAYS a reason. I think if you follow God and listen to him and submit to what he tells your heart then you will find out soon enough. :) I love you and never forget it!! Keep strong in the Lord and in your faith in God and in Jesus and you will get back on track, i know it. You're strong and He is strong, and He WILL take care of you, of us =)
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