Discouraging. That's been my week.
I failed my Anthro test. Which was my fault
but still really sucky.
Failed my Art test. Also my fault but
just as sucky.
Just made my first EOPS appointment
which was technically due September 25th
and got yelled at by the lady.
Just had this feeling of depression/discouragement
all week long. No idea what's going on.
I keep thinking about BSSM and how much I
wanna go but how far away it is.
I THOUGHT this was gonna be my last semester
but turns out, it's not. I need $3000+ for BSSM and the
only way I'm gonna get that is if I do classes next semester
and get financial aid.
Torrid hasn't called back yet even though they
promised they would.
So yeah. Prayers are welcome. Encouragement is welcome.
On a slightly good note, I aced my Rock and Jazz test.
I got to go to San Fran twice. I had coffee with Ariel and
am beginning to work through stuff. And am now listening to
Kim Walker and praying that my week gets better.
I have hope. I know that Jesus is my Dad and my God
and cannot withhold good from me.
I know that He loves me. (Still learning that one but the
basic knowledge is there)
I'm trying to put Him first no matter how annoyed/frustrated
I get.
Trying to worship Him. For He is the Almighty and He brings
HOPE.
3 comments:
I know this is a superficial comment, but
I love how you go to school to get money. Way to work the system.
I love you. You're always in my prayers.
Dear God I pray for peace to be throughout Ashtyn's life. I pray that all worry, discouragement, and bad thoughts vanished, for they are not if You. God give her perserverance and strength to do all things to further your kingdom. In your sacred and holy name, amen. I love you friend. All will be well!
Thanks guys!
Hahaha funny thing happened at work today. I had an epiphany and now all this stuff makes sense. Remind me to tell both of you. Well I'll probably write a blog about it but ya know. Hehe :)
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